The facade

I watch from the outside
I don't get involved
Through the greatest turns in tide (which are never that great anyway)
I remain unenthralled;

They laugh , they play , they shout
Their silly little games
Noone will figure me out
i watch them through a broken frame


Immaturity abounds
all around
making a deafening sound
boisterous , falling to the ground


get up, i'm frowning
i pretend to like
inside im drowning
through me goes a spike

i cant stand them all
with all the falsehood
they will all fall
float away like driftwood


i will commit no sin
although serenity will set in!

The loner...

been a loner all my life
and thats the way it'll stay
wounds cut deep from the edge of a knife
my wounded soul on display


noone really understands
noone ever will
the face of death beside me , stands
whispering ," its time for the kill"


a loner through my youth
a loner in death
something that is true
who'll go with you
when you draw your last breath..

Darkness

Darkness in all forms and shapes
Engulfing evrything in its wake
Glimmers of hope rise and fall
In the darkness that destroys all;

As soon as the hope does rise
It is shot down , by those who despise
Then returns the despair, wearing a frown
This is the darkness that brings great men down;

Glimmers of hope, shot down by inner doubt
This despair that destroys the soul
It floods me , in and out
And leaves me an empty whole;

The glimmers of hope , just like light
When washed out, aren't so bright
By the darkness they are crushed and broken
Until all honour has been taken;

Then it surfaces , the feeling that all is lost
and glimmers no longer appear
what is too high a cost?
To get rid of that sightless fear;

Just to see , to hear
What would you give
just to be near
which is how the glimmers appear;

Wherever appears darkness's veil
the light however weak will shine
for the heart however frail
will remember those who still love
and darkness is vanquised by the very light from above;

ME!!!

im complicated but simple
im happy but sad
im crazy but down to earth
im sometimes both mental and mad

i act , i grow
i run , i play
i sing , i go
please don't make me stay

this poem has an inner way
simple but complicated
dont try to make it all ok
let your name remain untainted

i dont want your sympathy
hypocrite , like an insect
causing your little catastrophy
leaving nothing to inspect


im content. im happy .
im irritated . im alright .
im tired . my energy spent .
i see the tunnel at the end of the light.


my escape is this .
to write .
i feel bliss .
again ,everything is bright.

im cynical.
i like what i like
im comical.
if you arent , take a hike ..


so much diversity
and you still want to read.
get to know me
im the only friend you'll ever need ..

The pheonix ...

Interpret it in any way you choose ...





Get too close and be burned

Stay away and you'll yearn to be near,

For the plaesure of being spurned

is a pleasure you hold dear

Hail the return of the king!

the pheonix has taken wing!!

In the beginning ... there was one ... it always begins like that .. the greatest of things...

the reason for the existence of this blog is a creative outlet for me...i'll post a lot of my work here so that it doesn't get blown away with the sands of time ..
i write poetry.. i'm not saying i'm any good ..
but noone can judge me on how good i am , cause this is my escape ..